my life

how will you know if someone hates you?well, I still dont have a clue if people in toot hates me or what.Why will they hate me?for what reason?. I am trying to be the most approachable person in our college but still i cant see any changes. Im working hard just for them to appreciate me and for them to like me but nothing changes, so i think that the problem is not with me, it's with them. Am i right? People focus on your faults and bad side when they chooses to hate you, and how they feel towards you is determined by their attitude. I've done my part its up to them if they'll hate me or what. Life is too short to waste on something NONSENSE. I am not here for them to control me, I am here to live my life the way I want it to be. They should not watch me in everything i do because i wont do anything against them or anything that will cause them harm.



I love myself and im sure that my friends do love me too.

I wont demand for you guys to love me..=)

one good deed

while walking in dapitan mafe and i saw this old lady, for me she is very weak and you can see it in her eyes. Mafe and i decided to give her twenty pesos each sponsored by ust paypark.(we saw 100 peso bill in front of kfc and we decided to keep it)No! we are not bad people,we still have the heart to help other people esp. those who are in need. oow.. if other people saw that money, maybe they wont bother to give some amount to that poor old lady..

during filipino..

i dont have anything to say,.i have my report in history later, about jainism..im a bit nervous,wish me luck okey.. after checking of attendance, mafi and i decided to go out of the room. damn!so boring.,we saw colet on our way to swdb..now, the three of us are here in the library, surfing the net and its obvious that im doing this blog..no classes tom!but i think we have a general assembly tom at 3pm..ow..we almost forgt,its already 11:32 am..we need to be back in our room for our next class..bayie..

pressure

wee..im tired.,my pe sucks..haha..after my pe, ngpunta ako sa absc to meet celine and frances..i saw them sitting outside the office with kuya chester..after 5-10 minutes he decided to go back to his class..and he gave us goodbye kiss..wow..but i didnt feel anything..haha..i need to contemplate on some things which i consider important in my life,..

agitations in life?..

i need to be more serious with my studies, i need to prepare myself for our prelims..omg., i need to prove something, and im sad because i found out that ate sam doesnt like me because of 2 things(not for you to know).. tinatong ko siya if ayaw pa rin niya sa kin and she told me na "ok lang. Normal"..weew..after prelims my busy life will start again.,(time management)haha..we need to prepare for our major production..and i cant wait for that..working with aa members..(mga ate and kuya)..

Ülove my busy lifeÜ

july 27..

should i wear my pajamas or not?..haha..i am a"green lady"that night..my color is green(top to bottom)..want to ask me why?..because that's the favorite color of my buddy and im starting to love the color..ow..i love the color na pala..cold sa mata eh..dba?!dba?!haha..congratulations sa mga nakakuha ng award..

may 6 groups cla..
1. APA
2. CITY GIRLS
3. BADINGGERHOPPERS
4.TIBURCIA
5.PS
6. at ang mga 22ong lalaki

xempre sa number one ako..kasi im from tarlac.."probinsyanang artlets" ahaha..do you have any idea kung saan kabilang ang buddy ko..haha..after the program diretso kami sa rum 203?..(not sure sa rm#) to eat, but because of our boisterous laugh napagalitan kami ni ate marian kasi di namin nabasa yung dir. sa board..so sad..then while eating nagbibigay ng mga clue ang mga ate kung sino buddy nila,kung what color ang damit..what so ever..pero si buddy ewan ko kung may sinabi sia..i didnt hear anything..anyways..before that night ends, kinkulit ko si ate sam if siya ba ang buddy ko..pero sad to say..hindi daw siya at orange ang favorite color niya..yun..

ramdomness

another post from me..haha..this place is too quiet.want to know why?..because im in the library with my two friends maffi and frances.. after this me and mafi will go to sm to buy some some stuffs..smpre pagktpos namen ausin ang paper thing ng org namen..that's how responsible i am..(duh?!)the sad part of this day is going home..my mom will get mad at me if she finds out that my video cam is with other people..but that's okey..im use to it..haha.. something pop into my mind.. i think im too talkative, and this can be the reason why my buddy will get mad at me..hopefully no!scary thing.. she is my dearest sister..

moment feeling

online again..haha..im with maffi and frances,.after my haggard days, after my busy life i got the chance to be with them again.,enjoy moments with them and tell unending stories that happened during that busy life..weew..not only about my busy life but about this friend that really annoys us..she is no other than..haha..i'd rather keep my mouth shut..i dont want to be mean but she's forcing me to do so.. i love friends but if you dont love me, well there's no reason for me to love you..this is a give and take relationship, hindi pwede take ng take..dba?..how can you love the person who doesnt love you back?..thats hard!im not "plastic".,but at times i can be that kind of person just to avoid hurting other people.. im a candid person but have weak personality.. i dont want that other people will see me as a snob or high-maintenance girl, i want them to see me as nice, affable and flexible one..about maffi, frances and me,. we are bonded and we have common interests..we love to shop and we love to impersonate other people (esp. bitches)..noone can put us down.,we will not let anybody to step at our personality..God created us equally, it means to say than noone is above anyone..right girls?.. After few weeks my busy life will start again, and i will no longer have long time bonding for the "royale barkada", not only me but also esfrey..i love you friends..and let's enjoy this time..kasi for sure mamimiss niyo ako.haha..

my buddy..

she is very nice..i dont know who she is, but i have this feeling that she is a dear sister to me.. i love my buddy and she is the reason why i have to stay in that organization.. at first,i wanted to ask for an apology because im thinking that she doesnt like me..but im totally wrong because she told me na pinili niya ako to be her buddy.. how sweet diba?.. katxt ko siya and until now hindi parin ako makahuha ng clue kung sino siya..

my possible buddy:
a. ate sam
b. ate anne
c. ate marian
d. ginela
e. kuya ej

enough of this..

stupidity?

finally, im over him..no more sleepless nights,no more tears, no more heartaches. thank you.. an achievement..ahah,but not a major one.. what type of guy is he?.."the charmer" why?..you need to find out why..he can mislead you of his true personality..his smile can mesmerize people..the sweet voice can make you fall for him..but when you get to know him better you will see the other side,. sometimes he's sweet, sometimes he's cold..unpredictable type of guy,mysterious.. he will always be SOMEONE for me,.i should stop this stupidity,not because im tired..lets just say that he is too blind to see my worth..thats all..Ü

new in this place..haha

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