a little twinges in me.

i dont know how to start this blog.

my friends usually pair me with this guy whom i really dont like.every now and then my friend will tell me that the guy misses me and loves me.whenever there's a message coming from this guy i just laugh and will answer him i miss you more and i love you more. I really dont feel anything towards this guy until one day....i fall, i fell in love with him. i feel little twinges in my heart whenever i dont receive message from him.

my life

how will you know if someone hates you?well, I still dont have a clue if people in toot hates me or what.Why will they hate me?for what reason?. I am trying to be the most approachable person in our college but still i cant see any changes. Im working hard just for them to appreciate me and for them to like me but nothing changes, so i think that the problem is not with me, it's with them. Am i right? People focus on your faults and bad side when they chooses to hate you, and how they feel towards you is determined by their attitude. I've done my part its up to them if they'll hate me or what. Life is too short to waste on something NONSENSE. I am not here for them to control me, I am here to live my life the way I want it to be. They should not watch me in everything i do because i wont do anything against them or anything that will cause them harm.



I love myself and im sure that my friends do love me too.

I wont demand for you guys to love me..=)

one good deed

while walking in dapitan mafe and i saw this old lady, for me she is very weak and you can see it in her eyes. Mafe and i decided to give her twenty pesos each sponsored by ust paypark.(we saw 100 peso bill in front of kfc and we decided to keep it)No! we are not bad people,we still have the heart to help other people esp. those who are in need. oow.. if other people saw that money, maybe they wont bother to give some amount to that poor old lady..

during filipino..

i dont have anything to say,.i have my report in history later, about jainism..im a bit nervous,wish me luck okey.. after checking of attendance, mafi and i decided to go out of the room. damn!so boring.,we saw colet on our way to swdb..now, the three of us are here in the library, surfing the net and its obvious that im doing this blog..no classes tom!but i think we have a general assembly tom at 3pm..ow..we almost forgt,its already 11:32 am..we need to be back in our room for our next class..bayie..

pressure

wee..im tired.,my pe sucks..haha..after my pe, ngpunta ako sa absc to meet celine and frances..i saw them sitting outside the office with kuya chester..after 5-10 minutes he decided to go back to his class..and he gave us goodbye kiss..wow..but i didnt feel anything..haha..i need to contemplate on some things which i consider important in my life,..

agitations in life?..

i need to be more serious with my studies, i need to prepare myself for our prelims..omg., i need to prove something, and im sad because i found out that ate sam doesnt like me because of 2 things(not for you to know).. tinatong ko siya if ayaw pa rin niya sa kin and she told me na "ok lang. Normal"..weew..after prelims my busy life will start again.,(time management)haha..we need to prepare for our major production..and i cant wait for that..working with aa members..(mga ate and kuya)..

Ülove my busy lifeÜ

july 27..

should i wear my pajamas or not?..haha..i am a"green lady"that night..my color is green(top to bottom)..want to ask me why?..because that's the favorite color of my buddy and im starting to love the color..ow..i love the color na pala..cold sa mata eh..dba?!dba?!haha..congratulations sa mga nakakuha ng award..

may 6 groups cla..
1. APA
2. CITY GIRLS
3. BADINGGERHOPPERS
4.TIBURCIA
5.PS
6. at ang mga 22ong lalaki

xempre sa number one ako..kasi im from tarlac.."probinsyanang artlets" ahaha..do you have any idea kung saan kabilang ang buddy ko..haha..after the program diretso kami sa rum 203?..(not sure sa rm#) to eat, but because of our boisterous laugh napagalitan kami ni ate marian kasi di namin nabasa yung dir. sa board..so sad..then while eating nagbibigay ng mga clue ang mga ate kung sino buddy nila,kung what color ang damit..what so ever..pero si buddy ewan ko kung may sinabi sia..i didnt hear anything..anyways..before that night ends, kinkulit ko si ate sam if siya ba ang buddy ko..pero sad to say..hindi daw siya at orange ang favorite color niya..yun..